Personal

It feels as if i could scream and scream and scream till my voice was long gone and no one would hear a single thing.Helpless.I feel helpless.Its that feeling when your dreaming and the person you love more than anything dosnt love you and you cry and cry and cry and you feel it even though your dreaming and it isnt real and you tell yourself it isnt real, you have to sit there and tell yourself it isnt real.And I wonder if im normal, I dont think the majority of people in modern society would think im normal.And I feel like physically grabbing passer bys and shaking them yelling WAKE UP! WAKE UP!I feel like I cant breath like im locked inside and I can see the light bulb on the ceiling but its far to high.I dont know what to do. I care too much and everyone seems to care too little.Its all because I cant do anything to save their lives and they die every minute of every day and Im screaming PLEASE WAKE UP!